PATIENCE
This blog isn’t for everyone. Including me, at times. I have always been in control of my emotions....until now. Honestly, this pain and anguish has taken a toll.
Yesterday I had a great day. I accomplished quite a few tasks, planned a bit for my future and had a social engagement. The tenseness in my shoulders eased up. I felt happy. Today I’m anxious and blue. It’s noon and I’m still in my pj’s. I hate this pendulum.
Lately I’ve been worrying about EVERYTHING. Maybe being alone increases concerns about things I used to take for granted. Like locking (and checking twice) doors...including the one between the house and garage! Did I pay that HOA charge? Will I have enough money on which to live? When was the last oil change?
This crazy part of grief needs to taper down. I know, I know it’s not this intense forever.
But I don’t have a lot of patience.
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