Well, this just sort of sums up my weekend. Honestly, I don't understand how these feelings just overwhelm me for no reason. I'm keeping busy, eating better, sleeping well. Enjoying the sunshine. Taking classes. Calling friends and having great conversations.
Everything is going so well ... and then God throws me such a curve ball. What's the point of days like this? This process is a yo yo journey. I'm beginning to hate it.
I want my hard work help alleviate some of these days. Maybe I should just go with the flow? It's almost 7pm here ... time to order a pizza, toss a salad and open a bottle of red.
Here's hoping tomorrow is a bit more bearable.