For some unknown reason, today has been a sad day. I awoke with a headache from grinding my teeth ... and a bit of remembering some not good dreams about Mr. Ralph last night. Not a good way to start.
Also very emotional today. I'm going to chalk it all up to a Negative Nellie day. A friend was having her after wedding party tonight. Needless to say, I haven't unpacked everything here and I didn't have a thing that would be appropriate (dressing up a pair of jeans was going to have to do). I was not in the mood to shop. Feeling fat, frumpy and forlorn. Definitely not in the right mood to be with mostly strangers, congratulating someone on her fourth marriage. I did go in on a gift with two others so I hope that will suffice.
It's rainy and grey here as well. The kids were supposed to head out for a few hours (to start taking some of their stuff back to their apt) ... it's 8pm and they haven't left yet (oh, yes ... their rent is due today also). I've been not as entertaining as usual. Just had to ask them to have Braeden in the living room for a while so I can have some QUIET.
Part of this might also be starvation. The Weight Watcher program is kicking my butt (I hope literally). Portions are so minuscule ... who eats 13 pretzels? Or two cups of popcorn? I used to eat the whole microwave bag of popcorn!!
Ugh. My buddy and his girlfriend called to invite me out for a glass of wine (4 pts for a mere 5 oz). He called at the perfect time ... Deacon is wailing and Braeden is noisily re-enacting Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs 2 ... all I had to say was I think I'll stay in and rest my ears.
Tomorrow is bound to be better!!